Fears and phobias

Preparations for moving out underway. I don't want to go out. I'm afraid. I don't know anybody and city is too big for me. Ohh I'm scared. Big mess in my head and in my room. It's terrible. I've two days and no plans.
All what I'm thinking are you. But we still don't talk. Ohh You still don't talk with me. It's sad. I'm thinking it's because Beata a Chris broke up. Ohh nvm.. I miss you and i can't stand when I see our picture every time when I turn on my computer.